January thoughts

I thought that we'll be lasted forever.
I thought you'll always be mine.
I thought that I'm the luckiest girl in this world, at least my world.
I thought that you'll always be a part of me.
I thought you loved me as much as I do.
I thought I could trust you.
I thought we were just fine.
I thought you would change.
I thought you would never do the same mistakes.
Do you know how it feels?
Believe in someone who lied to you, for many times.
Believe in someone that said they won't do the same mistakes.
Believe in someone you didn't want to.
But you still give chances, you still believe them.
Give many chances over and over again.
I've built a wall, collected every pieces of brick.
I don't really want to write anything I just want you to know that I really dissapointed.
I never thought that you could do this.
If you think this is not a big thing, you're wrong.
You need to know that once you lie, you'll always lie.
I wish you will find your way to be better person, and I could find my own path.
I can't blame you for what you've done to me, I'll blame myself for letting you in.
Well I think that's all enough, I supposed to live my life.
We were not supposed to be together, goodbye.