Oct 30, 2015

Once upon a time

I woke up and realized that every broken-hearted people can't easily find the cure to heal their pain.
People said time heal the pain, yes it's true.
But, how long it takes to heal the pain? To fix the heart? To forget every single moment which makes it harder?
You have no idea how much it hurts to be broken over and over again, to stay with all those same mistakes, to beg you for not coming back again because it's really hard.
Imagine if you already build many dreams to a few years ahead, all of the laughter, you believe that you would make it, yes both of you would make your own love story.
Never knew it would be so hard, to stand all alone and deny every tears.
Just sitting on the edge of my bed, holding my knees, lock the door, tying you hear something instead of my voice, crying... In the middle of the night
Perhaps some people would laugh, see me crying
But they have no idea, and I don't even need to explain how it feels
When you truly believe that destiny leads you to be with him, when you truly believe that you and him are really meant to be together, when you truly believe that something said to you it would be last forever.
Then, now you know it's not true.
You beg the time to run, so it could heal your pain
But it isn't going to run, it's going slowly and make you feel the pain
Feel the memories that keeps running in your head such a your fav moviie.
And yes, you here. Waiting. To be fine again. To accept the new destiny. To forgive the past. And change yourself to be better to face the future.