Oct 18, 2014

Prove me wrong

I have no idea how boys can easily say that he like a girl when he just only met her once or perhaps twice.
They just knew each other, started talking about each other's life, wondering what she or he had been going through. And boom! He just said it. Said that he likes her and wants to be her bf. Uh-oh.

Boys, girls are need more time to know you better, to see your efforts for her, to believe in you, to know that you won't caused the pain, to think about what will happened, to prepare herself for the worst, and many more.

Perhaps you don't know what she had been going through, how much the pain that she kept inside the hole of her heart, you don't know that someone has just left the pain inside her hole heart, she can't believe in someone easily, she can't let other people come to her and stay for a while and after that, those people just walked away from her.

She can't easily fall in love with others, you have to prove those words. She needs an action, not only the words. Stay if you think you can treat her like a queen, if you think that you can make her happy, if you think that she's the only one for you, because she deserve much better. Yes, she does. Prove it for her.

AZS

Oct 12, 2014

Little Reminder

You can never be just come to someone's life and go away.
When he comes to you and say all the things on his mind, say how much he needs you, how much he loves you, and you feel like you're the one.
You trust him, and you choose him, let him fills that space in your heart, fills it with a tons of love.

And someone comes, telling you the truth.
You have no idea how could it getting hard.
You're too tired to believe in someone.
Because everytime you believe in someone, they just broke it.

Then, you're too tired to speak up too.
You prefer to keep it and let the time heals the pain rather than telling someone how much it hurts you.
You have to start. Over and over again. That walls already broken and you need to rebuild it.
You no longer can handle this, and you discovering yourself is getting cold to anyone since you don't want to someone nor anyone touch the walls.

Dear, who ever you are who reading this post
Just be honest to anyone, don't ever lie.
Respect others.

Regrads,

AZS

Oct 3, 2014

New?

Hi October!
Be mine pleaseee

I have some stories actually but I won't tell you all these stories;p ups I think I want tell you, a bit. Just a bit.
I do really happy right now. Yes, I really do. It's been soooo long since someone couldn't even make me laugh with those stupid conversations. But he does. He makes me laugh because of his stories, his jokes, even his behaviour.

That's all.
I wish he could heal this pain with his taste of jokes;p
Thanks!

AZS